Contributed by Navyanjani
Prema... Idi manaki puttaka mundu nunde Amma, Nanna daggara nundi vasthundi. Anduke dhanini unconditional love antaru emo. Manam puttaka roju chala mandini kalustham. Andulo manam kontha mandhi ki matrame importance istham or Mana life lo oka role antu create cheskuntam. Alage na life lo kuda 2012 lo oka person vochadu. Maadi oka vichitramaina introduction.
2011 lo nenu Btech lo join ayanu. Andari lagane FB lo active undedhani. Nenu ma class abbayi anukoni friend request pettanu, accept chesadu. Kani adi ma class abbayi kadu, Thana peru Nani. Pakkana section lo same name unna vere abbayi. Appatlo college ki velle appudu, intiki voche appudu ekkuvaga FM ee vinedhani. So, ala naku andulo RJs tho adi parichayam cheskuna. Vichitram enti ante ah abbayi ki same alavatu, nenu oka FM station FB page lo comment pettanu. Adi Nani ki kuda notification vellindi, inka anthe ala ma story start ayindi. Nenu evaru ani telsukundam ani thana friend tho kalsi na daggaraki vochadu. Ade ma 1st meet, ah roju 10 Jan 2012. Date gurtundhi enduku ante special person in my life kada. Days gadichayi, phone numbers exchange cheskunnam, friends kasta best friends ayyam. Nannu thanu chala baga chuskunevadu, thana meeda istam kastha preamaga maarindhi. Alage na manasulo unna vishayam April 12th 2012 na cheppanu. Kani, thanaki na meeda alanti feelings levu. Nenu friend gane anukuntunanu ani cheppadu. Naku chala badha vesindi, Kani ma friendship alage continue ayindi. Ee lopu suddenga repu baitaki veldama ani adigadu. Ah roju July 7th, na inspiration MS.Dhoni bday kuda.
Next day... Date: July 8th 2012. Day: Sunday. Venue: Shilparamam. Time:12 noon ki koncham ekkuva
Enti pilichav ani adiganu. Thanu normal ga matladtu sudden ga nee love ni accept cheste nannu ela chuskuntav ani adigadu. Nenu tuk ani okate answer cheppanu "NA KANNA KODUKU" laga chuskuntanu ani. Ayte nenu ni son avadaniki ready annadu. Naku chala sepu ardam kaledu, na proposal accept ayindi ani. Inka na happiness ki avadhulu levu. Life is very beautiful now. As expected love life kuda chala bagundi. Madya madyalo godavalu, alakalu, kopalu avi anni bonus anukondi. Kani, edi aina sare na hand vodhalaledhu. Surprises mataki vaste Nani tarvathe evaraina. Nenu em takkuva kadhu anukondi...
Thana meeda prema, pichi ga maarindhi. Inka em undi, Katha addam tirigindi. Expectations start ayyayi. Thanu natho matrame undali ane swardam create ayindi. Thanu vare valatho undali anukunte, aa time kuda nake kavali anipinchedhi. Em chestadu, alage undevadu. Ma Btech aypoyindi, tarvata enti ante. MS ki veldam ani plan cheskunnam. Btech lo unnapude GRE coaching ki vellam. Inka anni kalse chesevalam. Daily college ki kalsi velladam. Holidays ichina daily meet ayyevallam. He is my addiction, inko alochana kuda ledu. Unko vishayam enti ante, nenu one and only daughter so naku antu share cheskodaniki evaru leru chinnapati nundi. Inka personals nu kuda thanatho share cheskunedhanni.
MS ki Nani plans continue chesadu, nenu thanu US lo set ayaka veldam, Appudu varaku ekkada job cheddam ani decide ayanu. Nani ki manchi University lo seat vochindhi. Chala happy and badha kuda, naku dhooram ga 1st time veltunadu ani. Kani dairyam nannu eppatiki vodhaladu ani. Alage daryam ga unnanu. Here comes Long Distance Relationship anamata memes, quotes choostu inspire ayyi continue chesam Skype, phone calls daily New York nundi vochevi. Na schedule thana schedule tho sync cheskone dhani.
1 year ayyaka holidays ki India vochadu. Inkem undi, malli manam Cloud 9 lo unnanu. Kani thanalo behavior changes gamaninchanu. Dec 31 2016 night, Inkoka few minutes lo New Year. Ma daily ritual 1st wish, 1st call nene cheyali ani. Kani Surprise kosam wait chestunte, shock tagilindi.
Call lo...
Me: HAPPY NEW YEAR(Excited ga)
Nani: I think we should not continue our relationship.
Silence, only tears inka full shivering. Nakem ardam kaledu. Edi varaku lage chinna godavalu anukunanu.
Nani: I am serious. E year fresh ga start cheddam.
Me: Crying and begging. Em chestam thane sarwaswam anukunanu.
Next day morning kaludam ani decide ayyamu. Kalisamu, he is very clear. Nuvvu India lo unnantha kalam anna kalisi undam ani adiganu nenu. Appatiki ni decision maarakapote, nee istam annanu. Thanu sare ani annadu.
Thanu unna 21days lo 17days edo alochistu undevadu. Kani oka roju nannu pattukoni edustuu... ninnu life lo vodili pettanu ani promise chesadu! Inkem undi, naku teenmaar!Sorry, ninnu chala edipinchanu Nana. Nuvvu na life ra. I love you so much bangaram annadu. Nenu hammaya.. naku inka ee badhalu levu anukunna. Inthalo thanu US ki velle time vochindhi. Inka same calls avi continue ayyayi. Feb 10 2017 na life ki oka end point anipinchindi. Nani malli breakup annadu. Esari, naku option ledhu. Infact, alsipoyanu. Dhooram ga thousands of miles ekkado unnadu. Em cheppina waste. Brathimalanu, sardicheppanu inka chala... Kani edi thanani kariginchaledhu. Inka relationship ni end chese time ani melliga accept cheyadam start chesanu.
Ah time lo depression, na meeda naku virakthi. Em thappu chesano telidu!! Em cheyalo ardham kadhu!!! Nalo nenu kumilipoyanu!! Kani na balam ma NANNA, ayana naku chala balam icharu. Ekaika kuturu avadam valana nannu chala garabam chesaru, friendly ga naku sardhi chepparu. Alage na friends kuda naku chala support chesaru. Ala nannu nenu strong cheskuntu baitaki vochanu.Kottha hobbies, new habits, fitness aniti meeda concentrate chesanu. I fought with myself, I challenged my Brain and Heart. And...
Present:
Nenu oka MNC lo Team Leader. Kuwait velli vochanu.Violin lo level 1 complete ayindi!! Oka Independent women ga ediganu!Chikati lo nundi velugu vethukuntu bayitaki vochanu! Yes! Naku oka flash back undi. But, I am not a failure. I have got an Experience. Don't take anything for granted. Have your own life, live every second and live like a LEGEND. Amma, Nanna tarvathe evaranna ani telsukunna. Andaru break-up ayyaka vala Ex ni thittukuntaru or Prema Bullshit antaru. But, naku adem kadu ekkado edo tappu jarigindhi kabbate memu vidipoyam. Atleast, he should be happy anthe. Naku oka day vastadi, Nani miss ayte enti oka Prince Mahesh babu (Big smile on my face)lantodu vastadu. Jeevitam anedhi saagali. Just Get up and MOVE ON! Edi na koncham istam ga, Koncham kastam ga saagina katha, Sagutunaa jeevitam...
